Pain

Numb.

How do you numb the pain and make it go away? This pain I feel each day caused by you, it pulls me like a sea current, and I drown slowly. I call out for help, but no one is there to save me. I have to and need to protect myself. I need to save myself and be strong for you, for us.

Your words are like a sharp knife cutting my heart day by day. You’ll never know what your words do to me often. I am human. I hurt as well. I have feelings. Nevertheless, you are completely blind, making yourself believe that I’m causing you pain. Yet you’re the one that’s causing all the hurt. In my weakest times, I feel like I can’t go on any longer. The venom you spit out kills me slowly. If I could numb this pain. If I could numb it without causing pain to my loved ones. For now, let me sleep. Wake me up when the pain is gone.

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Photo By Jairo Alzate

Do Not Judge My Story….

Do not judge my story by the chapter you walked in on.

-Unknown

I’ve always like quiet people…

I’ve always liked quiet people: You never know if they’re dancing in a daydream or if they’re carrying the weight of the world.

            -John Green, Looking For Alaska