I’ve always liked quiet people: You never know if they’re dancing in a daydream or if they’re carrying the weight of the world.
-John Green, Looking For Alaska
Keep the ones that heard you when you never said a word.
Grief is like the sea,
it gets so mad that it
wants to swallow you.
The foam is like your
salty bitter tears and the
the waves grab you never
letting go. But most of
the time the sea makes you
sick like the pain you have
shines every morning
making the water sparkle
brightening my window
blue birds flying by
in the beautiful light sky
like planes passing high
There’s a perfect place I want to be,
where love is amazing and I feel so free.
You can see the smile upon my face
every time I’m in this place.
In this place love is so strong
that nothing can go wrong.
I can be myself and nothing more
because his affection is so pure.
This place…a special place
where his love bursts out
without any doubt.
This place I call my home,
I will always own.
In this place I will be…
In his heart is the place to be free.
Why is it that my world turns upside down when he talks to me. Why does everything goes wrong with just a couple of words. I become scared…I become scared of the world and people around me. Yet this feeling of loving him I cannot explain. Making a fool of myself is the last thing I want to do but he makes it possible.
Butterflies in the pit of my stomach driving me insane… No, I’m just scared! Scared is what I feel. There are no butterflies. I can’t breathe. I’m drowning in this dark hole between love and hate for him. I can’t stop thinking about him. I can’t stop loving him. I can’t stop missing him.
© J.C 💘
Maybe one day if it’s possible
You will love me the same way
I’ve been loving you.
The night falls with a silent sight,
Soulless are we. The light for
Which you pray flares once, then dies,
Swallowed by madness. All hope
Your love is no more. How could you
Cause such hurt? Our dark emotions
Surround us crying, we have lost
Around, all around, the dark memories gather.
My dread grows as the dagger of your words
Falls against my heart.
It wounds me and darkly my
To the fallen despairing leaves.
In agony I call your name
While nothingness surrounds me.
Now alone, my love falls upon uncaring eyes.
This is because of you.