Pain

Numb.

How do you numb the pain and make it go away? This pain I feel each day caused by you, it pulls me like a sea current, and I drown slowly. I call out for help, but no one is there to save me. I have to and need to protect myself. I need to save myself and be strong for you, for us.

Your words are like a sharp knife cutting my heart day by day. You’ll never know what your words do to me often. I am human. I hurt as well. I have feelings. Nevertheless, you are completely blind, making yourself believe that I’m causing you pain. Yet you’re the one that’s causing all the hurt. In my weakest times, I feel like I can’t go on any longer. The venom you spit out kills me slowly. If I could numb this pain. If I could numb it without causing pain to my loved ones. For now, let me sleep. Wake me up when the pain is gone.

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green leaves

Leaves

green like the soft grass

they are falling out of trees

landing on ground

 

 

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Colorful Flowers

Flowers

in different colors

like the rainbow in the sky

daylight shines on them

 

 

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how do you mend a broken heart?

How Do You Mend A Broken Heart?

How do you mend a broken heart?

It hurts, it hurts like hell.

How can you be so far away from me?

Selfish, yes I’m being selfish.

I should tell you that I’m happy for you but I’m selfish.

I’m selfish because I miss you.

I’m selfish because I love you.

I need you. I need you here with me.

Please don’t leave me alone.

My heart hurts. It hurts so much.

You broke it in a million pieces.

Take this pain away from me.

Tell me! Just tell me,

How do you mend a broken heart?

 

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sea grief

Grief

 

Grief is like the sea,

it gets so mad that it

wants to swallow you.

The foam is like your

salty  bitter tears and the

the waves grab you never

letting go. But most of

the time the sea makes you

sick like the pain you have

inside.

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Sun

Sun

shines every morning

making the water sparkle

brightening my window

 

 

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birds

Birds

blue birds flying by

in the beautiful light sky

like planes passing high

 

 

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Good Luck!

Good luck on everything that you

will accomplish in life.

Good luck on learning to really love

and on learning not to lie.

Good luck on fixing your mistakes

because you were the one who created

them in the first place.

Good luck on mending hearts because

you break them in pieces and have torn us apart.

Good luck fighting for the woman

you love because you like to stand there and

watch her go.

Good luck on showing who you really are

because you don’t like to show the feelings

you have deep inside your heart.

Good luck on your new love and this is

the truth, because from what I see she’s

the only one in love with you.

 

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A Perfect Place

Perfect Place

There’s a perfect place I want to be,

where love is amazing and I feel so free.

You can see the smile upon my face

every time I’m in this place.

In this place love is so strong

that nothing can go wrong.

I can be myself and nothing more

because his affection is so pure.

This place…a special place

where his love bursts out

without any doubt.

This place I call my home,

I will always own.

In this place I will be…

In his heart is the place to be free.

 

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